
Studio
I had a studio when I was 22. I lived in the basement of the Broadlind hotel with 2 other artists. It was not a perfect place, but we worked to make it a livable, viable work-space as we continued pursuing our separate passions and studies at CSULB. I was quite prolific at the time and managed to create life as well as art. You all know the lovely tale of my son and how he has enriched my life but something very special happened when I had separated from his father and started to remember my magic.
When I started sculpting, about 14 years ago, I met an artist who I helped as a model. I met him at his studio. The studio was on a hill, overlooking the ocean. In a leotard, holding a veil of fabric, he took pictures of me standing in the bitter cold wind of that bleak winter afternoon.
We had taken the pictures on the edge of a bluff, with a sacred Indian circle behind us. Though the day was wretched and bone-numbing cold, the wind wending its way into his studio as he set up the armature, I vowed to have a studio in the same complex. I dreamed of it through out the session....and then promptly forgot about it under the pressures of raising an 8 yo on my own and keeping my creative spirit alive.
Flash forward:
I am not a “mommy” anymore and now have the dubious title of mom. I live with a man who loves not only my corporeal body and wicked ways but admires and supports the creative in me. It is a golden time.
I submit an application to be considered for a space in the Angels Gate Cultural Center, an artists community near our home. I am accepted. And as I move in, I open the double doors of my studio and see the red summer sun setting behind the sacred circle on the bluff.
I am here.
I am blessed.
I have come full circle.